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Adam, One Afternoon


Italo Calvino

The NEW gardener's boy had long hair which he kept in place by a piece of stuff tied round his head with a little bow. He was walking along the path with his watering-can filled to the brim and his other arm stretched out to balance the load. Slowly, carefully, he watered the nasturtiums as if pouring out coffee and milk, until the earth at the foot of each plant dissolved into a soft black patch; when it was large and moist enough he lifted the watering-can and passed on to the next plant. Maria-nunziata was watching him from the kitchen window, and thinking what a nice calm job gardening must be. He was a grown youth, she noticed, though he still wore shorts and that long hair made him look like a girl. She stopped washing the dishes and tapped on the window.

"Hey, boy," she called.

The gardener's boy raised his head, saw Maria-nunziata and smiled. She laughed back at him, partly because she had never seen a boy with such long hair and a bow like that on his head. The gardener's boy beckoned to her with one hand, and Maria-nunziata went on laughing at the funny gesture he'd made, and began gesturing back to explain that she had the dishes to wash.

But the boy beckoned again, and pointed at the pots of dahlias with his other hand. Why was he pointing at those dahlias ? Maria-nunziata opened the window and put her head out.

"What's up ?" she asked, and began laughing again.

"D'you want to see something nice ?"

"What's that ?"

"Something nice. Come and see. Quickly."

"Tell me what."

"I'll give you it. I'll give you something very nice."

"But I've the dishes to wash, and the Signora'll come along and not find me."

"Do you want it or don't you? Come on, now."

"Wait a second," said Maria-nunziata, and shut the window.

When she came out through the kitchen door the gardener's boy was still there, watering the nasturtiums.

"Hallo," said Maria-nunziata.

Maria-nunziata seemed taller than she was because of her high- heeled shoes, which were a pity to work in, but she loved wearing them. Her little face looked like a child's amid its mass of black curls, and her legs were thin and childlike too, though her body, under the folds of her apron, was already round and ripe. She was always laughing: either at what others or she herself said.

"Hallo," said the gardener's boy. The skin on his face, neck and chest was dark brown; perhaps because he was always half naked, as now,

"What's your name ?" asked Maria-nunziata.

"Libereso," said the gardener's boy.

Mafia-nunziata laughed and repeated: "Libereso... Libereso ... what a funny name, Libereso."

"It's a name in Esperanto," he said. "In Esperanto it means liberty.' "'

"Esperanto," said Maria-nunziata. "Are you Esperanto?"

"Esperanto's a language,"explained Libereso. "My father speaks Esperanto."

"I'm Calabrian," exclaimed Maria-nunziata.

"What's your name ?"

"Maria-nunziata," she said and laughed.

"Why are you always laughing ?"

"Why are you called Esperanto ?"

"Not Esperanto, Libereso."

"Why ?"

"Why are you called Maria-nunziata ?"

"It is the Madonna's name. I'm called after the Madonna and my brother after Saint Joseph."

"Senjosef?"

Maria-nunziata burst out laughing: "Senjosef! Saint Joseph, not Senjosef, Libereso!"

"My brother," said Libereso, "is called 'Germinal' and my sister ' Omnia.'"

"That nice thing you mentioned," said Maria-nunziata, "show me it."

"Come on, then," said Libereso. He put down the watering-can and took her by the hand.

Maria-uunziata hesitated. "Tell me what it is first."

"You'll see," he said, "but you must promise me to take care of it."

"Will you give it to me ?"

"Yes, I'll give it to you." He had led her to a corner of the garden wall. There the dahlias standing in pots were as tall as themselves.

"It's there."

"What is ?"

"Wait."

Maria-nunziata peeped over his shoulder. Libereso bent down to move a pot, lifted another by the wall, and pointed to the ground.

"There," he said.

"What is it ?" asked Maria-nunziata. She could not see any-thing; the corner was in shadow, full of wet leaves and garden mould.

"Look, it's moving," said the boy. Then she saw something which looked like a moving stone or leaf, something wet, with eyes and feet; a toad.

"Mammamial"

Maria-nunziata went skipping off among the dahlias in her high heeled shoes. Libereso squatted down by the toad and laughed, showing the white teeth in the middle of his brown face.

"Are you frightened? It's only a toad! Why are you frightened ? '

"A toad!" gasped Maria-nunziata.

"Of course it's a toad. Come here," said Libereso.

She pointed at it with a trembling finger. "Kill it."

He put out his hands, as if to protect it. "I don't want to. It's SO nice."

"A nice toad ?"

"All toads are nice. They eat the worms."

"Oh!" said Maria-nunziata, but she did not come any nearer.

She was chewing the edge of her apron and trying to watch from the corner of her eyes.

"Look how pretty it is," said Libereso and put a hand on it.

Maria-nunziata approached, no longer laughing, and looked on open mouthed. "No ! No ! Don't touch it !"

With one finger Lihereso was stroking the toad's grey-green back, which was covered with shiny warts.

"Are you mad ? Don't you know they burn when you touch them, and make your hand swell up ?"

The boy showed her his big brown hands, the palms covered with a layer of yellow callouses.

"Oh, it won't hurt me," he said. "And it's so pretty."

Now he'd taken the toad by file scruff of the neck like a cat and put it in the palm of his band. Maria-mmziata, still chewing the edge of her apron, came nearer and crouched down beside him.

"Mammamia!" she exclaimed.

They were both crouching down behind the dahlias, and Maria-nunziata's rosy knees were grazing the brown, scratched ones of Libereso. Libereso cupped his other hand over the back of the toad, and caught it every now and again as it tried to slip Out.

"You stroke it, Maria-nunziata," he said.

The girl hid her hands in her apron.

"No," she said firmly.

"What ?" he said. "You don't want it ?"

Maria-nunziata lowered her eyes, glanced at the toad, and lowered them again quickly.

"No," she said.

"But it's yours. I'm giving it to you," said Libereso.

Maria-nunziata's eyes clouded over. It was sad to refuse a present, no one ever gave her presents, but the toad really did revolt her.

"You can take it home if you like. It'll keep you company."

"No," she said.

Libereso put the toad back on the ground and it quickly hopped off and squatted under the leaves.

"Good-bye, Libereso."

"Wait a minute."

"But I must go and finish washing the dishes. Tile Signora doesn't like me coming out in the garden."

"Wait. I want to give you something. Something really nice. Come along."

She began following him along the gravel paths, What a strange boy this Libereso was, with that long hair, and picking up toads in his hands.

"How old are you, Libereso ?"

"Fifteen. And you ?"

"Fourteen."

"NOW, or on your next birthday ?"

"On my next birthday. Assumption Day."

"Has that passed yet ?"

"What, don't you know when Assumption Day is ?" She began laughing.

"No."

"Assumption Day, when there's the procession. Don't you go to the procession ?"

"Me? No."

"Back home there are lovely processions. It's not like here, back home. There are big fields full of bergamots, nothing but bergamots, and everyone picks bergamots from morning till night. I've fourteen brothers and sisters and they all pick bergamots; five died when they were babies, and then my mother got tetanus, and we were in a train for a week to go to Uncle
Carmelo's, and eight of us all slept in a garage there. Tell me, why've you got such long hair ?"

They had stopped.

"Because it grows like that. You've got long hair too."

"I'm a girl. If you wear long hair, you're like a girl."

"I'm not like a girl. You don't tell a boy from a girl by the hair."

"Not by the hair ?"

"No, not by the hair."

"Why not by the hair ?"

"Would you like me to give you something nice ?"

"Oh, yes."

Libereso began moving among the arum lilies, budding white trumpets silhouetted against the sky. Libereso looked into each, groped around with two fingers, and then hid something in his fist. Maria-nunziata had not gone into the flower-bed, and was watching him, with silent laughter. What was he up to now?

Libereso had now looked into all the lilies. He came up to her holding one hand over the other.

"Open your hands," he said. Maria-nunziata cupped her hands, but was afraid to put them under his.

"What have you got in there ?"

"Something very nice. You'll see."

"Show me, first."

Libereso opened his hands and let her look inside. His palm was full of multi-coloured rose-chafers, red and black and even purple ones, but the green were the prettiest. They were buzzing and slithering over each other and waving little black legs in the air. Maria-nunziata hid her hands under her apron.

"Here," said Libereso. "Don't you like them ?"

"Yes," said Maria-nunziata uncertainly, still keeping her hands under her apron.

"When you hold them tight they tickle; would you like to feel ?"

Maria-nunziata held out her hands timidly, and Libereso poured a cascade of rose-chafers of every colour into them.

"Don't be frightened, they won't bite you."

"Mammamia!" It hadn't occurred to her that they might bite her. She opened her hands and the rose-chafers spread their wings and the beautiful colours vanished and there was nothing
to be seen but a swarm of black insects flying about and settling.

"What a pity. I try to give you a present and you don't want it."

"I must go and do the washing up. The Signora will be cross if she can't find me."

"Don't you want a present ?"

"What are you going to give me now ?"

"Come and see."

He took her hand again and led her through the flower-beds.

"I must get back to the kitchen soon, Libereso. There's a chicken to pluck, too."

"Poof!"

"Why poof?"

"We don't eat the flesh of dead birds or animals."

"Why, are you always in Lent ?"

"What do you mean ?"

"Well, what do you eat then ?"

"Oh, all sorts of things, artichokes, lettuces, tomatoes. My father doesn't like us to eat the flesh of dead animals. Or coffee or sugar, either."

"What d'you do with your sugar ration, then ?"

"Sell it on the black market."

They had reached some climbing plants, starred all over with red flowers.

"What lovely flowers," said Maria-nunziata. "D'you ever pick them ?"

"What for ?"

"To take to the Madonna. Flowers are for the Madonna."

"Mesembryanthemum."

"What's that ?"

"This plant's called Mesembryanthemum in Latin. All flowers have Latin names."

"The Mass is in Latin, too."

"I don't know about that."

Libereso was now peering closely between the winding branches on the wall.

"There it is," he said.

"What is ?"

It was a lizard green with black markings, basking in the sun.

"I'll catch it."

"No."

But he got closer to the lizard, very slowly, with both hands open; a jump, and he'd caught it. He laughed happily, showing his' white teeth. "Look out, it's escaping!" First a stunned-looking head, then a tail, slithered out between his closed fingers.

Maria-nunziata was laughing too, but every time she saw the lizard she skipped back and pulled her skirt tight about her knees.

"So you really don't want me to give you anything at all ?" said Libereso, rather sadly, and very carefully he put the lizard back on the wall; off it shot. Maria-nunziata kept her eyes lowered.

"Come along," said Libereso, and took her hand again.

"I'd like to have a lipstick and paint my lips red on Sundays to go out dancing. And a black veil to put on my head afterwards for Benediction."

"On Sundays," said Libereso, "I go to the woods with my brother and we fill two sacks with pine cones. Then, in the evening, my father reads out loud from Kropotkin. My tither has hair
down to his shoulders and a beard right down to his chest. And he wears shorts in summer and winter. And I do drawings for the Anarchist Federation windows. The figures in top hats are business men, those in caps are generals, and those in round hats are priests; then I paint them in water colours."

They came to a pond with round water-lily leaves floating on it.

"Quiet, now," commanded Libereso.

Under the water a frog could be seen swimming up with sharp little strokes of its green arms and legs. It suddenly surfaced, jumped on to a water-lily leaf and sat down in the middle.

"There," cried Libereso and put out a hand to catch it, but Maria-nunziata let out a cry, "Ut!" and the frog jumped back into the water. Libereso began searching for it, his nose almost touching the surface.

"There it is."

He thrust in a hand and pulled it out in his closed fist.

"Two of them together," he cried. "Look. Two of them, on top of each other."

"Why ?" asked Maria-nunziata.

"Male and female stuck together," said Libereso. "Look what they are doing." And he tried to put the frogs into Maria-nunziata's hand. Maria-nunziata wasn't sure if she was frightened because they were frogs, or because they were male and female stuck together.

"Leave them alone," she said. "You mustn't touch them."

"Male and female," repeated Libereso. "They're making tadpoles." A cloud passed over the sun. Suddenly Maria-nunziata began to feel anxious.

"It's late. The Signora's sure to be looking for me."

But she did not go. Instead they went on wandering around though the sun did not come out again. And then he found a snake: it was a tiny little snake behind a hedge of bamboo. Libereso wound it round his arm and stroked its head.

"Once I used to train snakes. I had a dozen of them, one was long and yellow, a water snake. But it shed its skin and escaped. Look at this one opening its mouth, look how its tongue is forked. Stroke it, it won't bite."

But Maria-nunziata was frightened of snakes too. Then they went to the rock pool. First he showed her the fountains, and opened all the jets, which pleased her very much. Then he showed her the goldfish. It was a lonely old goldfish, and its scales were already whitening. At last; Maria-nunziata liked the goldfish. Libereso began to move his hands round in the water to catch it; it was very difficult, but when he'd caught it Maria-nunziata could put it in a bowl and keep it in the kitchen. He managed to catch it, but didn't take it out of the water in case it suffocated.

"Put your hands clown here, stroke it," said Libereso. "You can feel it breathing; it has fins like paper and scales that prickle. not much though."

But Maria-nunziata did not want to stroke the fish either.

In the petunia bed the earth was very soft, and Libereso dug about with his fingers and pulled out some long, soft worms.

But Maria-nunziata ran away with little shrieks.

"Put your hand here," said Libereso, pointing to the trunk of an old peach tree. Maria-nunziata did not understand why, but she put her hand there; then she screamed and ran to dip it in the pool. For when she had pulled her hand away it was covered with ants. The peach tree was a mass of them, tiny black "Argentine" ants.

"Look," said Libereso and put a hand on the trunk. The ants could be seen crawling over his hand but he didn't brush them off.

"Why ?" asked Maria-nuuziata. "Why are you letting yourself get covered with ants ?"

His hand was now quite black, and they were crawling up his wrist.

"Take your hand away," moaned Maria-nunziata. "You'll get them all over you."

The ants were crawling up his naked arm, and had already reached his elbow.

Now his whole arm was covered with a veil of moving black dots; they reached his armpit but he did not brush them off.

"Get rid of them, Libereso. Put your arm in water!"

Libereso laughed, some ants now even crawling from his neck on to his face.

"Libereso! I'll do whatever you like! I'll accept all those presents you gave me."

She threw her arms round his neck and started to brush off the ants.

Smiling his brown and white smile, Libereso took his hand away from the tree and began nonchalantly dusting his arm. But he was obviously touched.

"Very well, then, I'll give you a really big present, I've decided. The biggest present I can."

"What's that ?"

"A hedgehog."

"Mammamia! The Signora! The Signora's calling me!"

Maria-nunziata had just finished washing the dishes when she heard a pebble beat against the window. Underneath stood Libereso with a large basket.

"Maria-nunziata, let me in. I want to give you a surprise."

"No, you can't come up. What have you got there ?"

But at that moment the Signora rang the bell, and Maria-nunziata vanished.

When she returned to the kitchen, Libereso was no longer to be seen. Neither inside the kitchen or underneath the window. Maria-nunziata went up to the sink. Then she saw the surprise.

On every plate she had left to dry there was a crouctfing frog; a snake was coiled up inside a saucepan, there was a soup bowl full of lizards, and slimy snails were making iridescent streaks all over the glasses. In the basin full of water swam the lonely old goldfish.

Maria-nunziata stepped back, but between her feet she saw a great big toad. And behind it were five little toads in a line, taking little hops towards her across the black and white tiled floor.